As Life Goes By...

I find that I need my faith more than ever.

I just realized how long it's been since I posted to this.

There are about three precious weeks left of Summer, and then I'm back in the Junior High for another year of crowds and bullcrap. Can't you see the excitement?

Hopefully, this year, I can begin to rely less on school and the people around me for support. Last year I grew up a lot, this summer even more, and next year I would like to leave childhood behind me, or at least most of it.

I've closed in on myself this summer, dependent on things that I do by myself. I've not attended a group meeting of any kind in over a month, and it's startig to wear on me. I don't want to be a hermit!!

I have had so many ightmares that keep me awake at night, so many odd dreams that I can remember in perfect color and detail.

Oh well, Que Sera Sera...

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"Lay your confidence in the everlasting bounty, turn to the presence of the generous God; ask assistance from the Kingdom of Abha; seek confirmation from the Supreme World; turn thy vision to the horizon of eternal wealth; and pray for help from the Source of Mercy!"
Compilations, Baha'i World Faith, p. 351

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